| random thoughts... |
[Feb. 16th, 2008|03:25 pm] |
Hey, this isnt really meant to be an update... just some random thoughts going on in my head that i felt i needed to get out. So you dont really have to read it if u dont want to.
I havent spoken to steph in weeks, her little "boyfriend" guy kept picking (verbal) fights with me, making fun of me, rubbing the fact that steph picked him over me, and stupid childish shit like that. And everytime i tried to defend myself or stand up for what I believed in he ran and told steph or showed her parts of the convo, or talked more shit behind my back that made me look like the bad guy and crazy. And she always defended him without listening to the whole story... and that also pissed me off. Am I really the type of guy who would randomly pick a fight with someone for no reason? So whatever, she claimed she'd always be there for me and still be my friend, but i guess that was just another lie. At least shes finally happy. Maybe one day she'll come to her senses and remember about me and how im not really this person that im being made out to be. I've had reasons for everything ive done... reasons that she just didnt want to hear. Call me crazy, but even after all the shit shes done to me, i still want to be her friend at least.
I have also come to the conclusion that i am cursed. Girls just dont fall for me. I dunno what it is about me.... but girls dont dig it. They always "just wanna be friends". And when girls that are few and far between actually do fall for me.... they end up being crazy or they stab me in the back after a few months. Im sick of hearing "oh, be patient... you're a great guy, any girl would be lucky to have you". BULLSHIT. Its been 22 years and the same shit happens to me time after time after time. I try to be confident and optimistic, but wtf is the point? The thing i want more in life than anything at all is to fall in love with a girl who is equally as in love with me and finally be happy. Is that so hard to ask? Im a nice, funny, caring guy... why dont girls like me? It gets me thinking that im just not attractive enough or something like that (to which people also tell me its untrue). So according to people... if im both cute and a great guy.... THEN WHAT THE HELL IS THE PROBLEM?!?! I just need to come to terms that im not meant to be happy and im not meant to have a girlfriend :-\
More to come... but i gotta go to work
P.S. I know people might comment and try to disprove what i say. But honestly? Actions speak louder than words my friends |
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| Eric's Lament |
[Dec. 28th, 2007|04:59 pm] |
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"I've been dazed and confused for so long its not true. Wanted a woman, never bargained for you. Lots of people talking, few of them know. The soul of a woman was created below"- Led zepplin
Ok, i titled this "Eric's Lament" but im gonna be honest. I dunno what a lament is, i just thought it sounded cool. But this entry is me thinking back on the past year and reflecting on whats happened to me. So read if u care what im thinking, skip it if you dont.
-I got really involved with the theatre department in school and i fell in love with it. I really love acting and its somthing that i enjoy doing. Everyone in the deptartment became my good friends and even almost my 2nd family and im thankful for that. They helped me when i was going through some tough times and i appreciate it from them all.
-Speaking of friends. This year i found out who my TRUE friends were. The people who were there for me when i needed them most, the people who didnt turn their back on me or lead me on, the people who were honest with me all the time. Thank you, you know who you are. And i also learned that i havent been the best of friends back always. I never really call people, and if i was a good friend i should call people as much as i want them to call me. I also developed a habit of talking about some people behind their back. Nothing big, but small stuff like "god ____ is so annoying" and such. Idk, i just think its kinda messed up. I would want someone to tell me if i was being stupid or annoying, so i just think i should be more open about it. Not in a rude way of course, just "hey _______, calm down ur being nuts".
-Love. I have decided that love is one of life's biggest obstacles. Is it worth all the pain, heartbreak, and work you need to put into it to find it? Do the amount of tears shed equal up to the amount of smiles? The answer is yes, because love makes the world goes round. Love is the most amazing feeling in the entire world. To quote the beatles "all you need is love". Call me stupid, call me unrealistic, but its what i believe. This year i thought i finally met the one girl who would have made all the heartbreak ive been through worth it. I met an amazing girl who had a huge heart. She was as beautiful on the outside as she was on the inside. But things didnt work out in the end between us. Things went horribly, horribly downhill and she broke my heart. Shit happened and we both made some bad decisions. And it hurt, it hurt more than any words can describe. I felt stabbed in the back, betrayed, and tossed aside. But life isnt always pretty, and you have to go through some bad things in order to fully appreciate the good. I still care about her alot, and i want her to be happy (even if its not with me). Cuz even after the crap that happened, she deserves to be happy. Shes a great girl and i love her to death (she just makes some bad decisions when it matters most). Im almost over the whole situation, cuz looming on the past isnt gonna solve anything. However forgiving and forgetting are two very different things. I still want to be her friend cuz i dont want to lose her, but ill never forget what she did to me and how it felt for the rest of my life.
-I also decided that girls dont like nice guys. No matter what they say and no matter who denys it, its true. Girls go after the asshole "bad" guys. Why? I'll never know. But they all continue to date and fall for all the douchebags, then when they get their hearts broken they say "god i hate men, they are all dogs blah blah blah" and wonder why guys suck. Well freakin lose the bad boys and go after the guys with good hearts and you wont have half the drama and heartbreak in ur lives. And dont give me the "oh, hes nice on the inside... he just doenst show it to anyone except for me". HELLO! Are you really that naive? Thats what us people like to call a guy who JUST WANTS TO GET IN YOUR PANTS. Hes a dick at heart but hes playing the "good guy" card around you to get on ur good side and inside ur vagina. Dont belive me? Look it up online... a quick google search on relationships and dr phils website agree with me too. And please, dont try and make up excuses for him. Look at the freakin clues and dont be stupid cuz hes "cute" and u feel things for him. If hes acts like an ass he is an ass, if he likes other girls chances are hes just not that into you. If hes cute and u dont care cuz u wanna follow ur chemistry? Well ur an idiot lol. And that leads me to my next rant. Most girls are shallow. Everyone claims that guys are the shallow ones... but girls are even worse deep down. They all turn to goo for guys that have abs and muscles and a nice tan. Who cares about their personality, as long as they're hot! And i know this whole paragraph doesnt apply to everyone, and i know that 90% of the people that read this journal still it doesnt apply to. But its a general statement im making so please no one take offense. This isnt directed at anyone its just my thoughts.
-So in this new year i wish for a few things. Most of all i want to find love. I want to find a girl who will appreciate me for who i am inside and doesnt care if im a model or have a 6-pack. A girl who notices all the things i do for her and does things for me too. I want to find that dorky girl who will make me laugh, the girl i can just stare into her eyes while we cuddle and we wont have to talk. A girl who knows that nice guys are hard to come by and who appreciates what she has. Does a girl like this even exist? I dont know. But if she does im going to find her, and im going to make her the luckiest girl in the entire world. Secondly, in the new year i want to concentrate more on my school work. I slacked off big time this past year and if i ever want to graduate i need to up my efforts more. Thirdly, i want a clean dormroom. My room was trashed last semester. Frankly cuz we all were too lazy to ever clean and no one ever wanted to take blame for messes. IT was all of our faults and im determined to have a tidy room so im not embarrassed whenever i have company. Finally, im going back to my roots and being the old eric. Im not gonna change myself for anyone. Im gonna be the funny dorky nice amazing guy ive always been. Im gonna be there more for my friends and care about people more overall. I want to do things to help people and to help my community. Ive realized im destined to make people laugh and its something i love to do. So maybe i should go to a retirement home or a childrens hospital and just put some joy in peoples lives even if its for an hour. I want to be the best human being, the best eric derrico i can. I dont care if girls like me or not. As long as im being ME and as long as im having fun and enjoying/making the most of life thats all that matters. If girls dont like me? Its their loss, they dont know what they're missing. If someone happens to wonder into my life and we fall for each other? Well then its gonna be the most incredible thing in the entire world.
So with that im done. Its almost 4am and i probably rambled alot of this on and on... but for those of you that actually read this whole thing... i give you props. You truly care about what i have to say. Again, no offense to anyone with anything i said. Thank you all and have a great year :) |
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| mini-update |
[Nov. 25th, 2007|02:29 am] |
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Here is a mini-update for you all cuz i dont really have internet at home and dont have time for a full update.
-Im (finally) dating steph, shes amazing and i couldnt ask for anything more in a girlfriend. Im really happy things worked out between us and i got the courage to make moves on her to date her lol.
-School is alright, being the crescent player treaser is stressing me out hardcore... but i dont really like talking about it to people cuz then they're prob gonna be like "oh, your not fit for the job blah blah blah". Oh well :(
-Classes are cool, im taking all theatre classes (oops). Acting 1, stage speaking, theatre for young people, and beginning tap and jazz. I'm learning alot that will hopefully help me with acting in the future.
-Im one of the leads in a one-act play at scsu called "bachelor holiday". Come watch it cuz it should be really funny! (IM or msg me for details).
-Theres been a few things bothering me the past few weeks and other things that have been keeping me very busy. I didnt really tell anyone about what they were cuz i didnt wanna bother anyone with my troubles. But doing that caused me to not be myself and be almost separated from everyone else. I never went out and did fun things, I wasnt acting right, I didnt want to do anything... and i slept alot. And that wasnt fun at all lol. BUT i learned my lesson and now i know that when i have things bothering me i should either ask for help, or at least tell the people that care about me to get things off my chest. Thankfully everything is done and over with and I'm back to my normal, fun-loving, goofy, wacky, adventrous (sp?) self! So horray for old eric being back! (and boo on you if u didnt notice me acting differently lately) (and thanks alot to everyone who stuck by me and put up with me the past few weeks when i was "blah boring" eric! I really appreciate it)
-I also found this was funny
37%Philadelphia Dating
Guess im gonna die lol Anywho, i gotta go before my mom yells at me for using her new computer cuz mine doesnt have internet. Real update coming soon!!
Later all! |
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[Nov. 19th, 2007|12:35 am] |
yeah, so ive been too lazy to update this thing for awhile... But i will hopefully do one over thanksgiving break or something cuz i have a LOT on my mind and a LOT of stuff to talk about...
Give me till december 1st to update and if i dont i want you all to physically tie me down to my comp chair until i do!
thats all for now cuz i got homework to do!
P.S. Andy = you suck
P.P.S. Im afraid that im screwing up the best thing thats ever happened to me... but i think i realized whats wrong and im gonna fix it!! |
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[Aug. 11th, 2007|11:38 pm] |
i find it funny that not only most of my friends but now total strangers are starting to comment and trying to give advice on a certain situation...
real update to come soon!
I WAS IN TWO MOVIES!!! :) |
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| Feelin good |
[Jul. 17th, 2007|02:06 am] |
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Well... I figured the best way to say this is to do it right away and get it out in the open.
I went to an anime convention on saturday. My friend luis gets like 10-20 people together to dress up in a certain theme every year and goes to one. But at the last minute someone backed out and he asked me to do him a favor and fill in for him. So me being the nice guy that i am went (partly also because my friends josh and griff went too). I had to wake up at 8am to go to his house. Then i got changed into my coustume. I was some guy from an anime called "bleach". I wore a white and black robe, a long white wig, and VERY uncomfortable sandals that didnt fit me tha were made out of straw. I kinda looked like dumbeldore from harry potter without the beard or the wizard from lord of the rings. But everyone wasnt ready on time so i wound up waiting at his house till like noon with my crazy costume on lol. Finally we left and i had to drive me, griff, josh, shannon, and seng to the place in hartford. While we were on the highway literally like 20 yards ahead of us an accident happened right in front of our eyes. Cars were swirving and slamming on their brakes to try and avoid the crashed car. I had to slam by brakes at the last second to avoid hitting the car in front of me and the car behind me swirved into the other lane at the last second to avoid hitting me. Luckly no one got hurt and I magically didnt get hit... but it was still pretty freaky and scary.
We finally got there and had to wait some more for all the cars to arrive. Finally all 26 of us got together and we were ready to walk in at once. On our way to the enterance some random guy with a sword comes running at me yelling something in japanese. I kinda just ignored him, but aparently the character he was dressing up as was the enemy of the character i dressed up as and he wanted to fight me and got pissed when i didnt go along with it. Wow... some people take things a liiiitttllleee too seriously lol. So we walk in and take about 101920129 pictures (which im afraid will make their way to facebook eventually). There were very "interesting" people there. For example: a girl wearing nothing but her bra and panties (mind you she was a tad too "big" to pull off that look), people walking around giving "free hugs", people walking other people on leashes, etc. They had a big room that had a bunch of video games you could play (which was fun) and another big room that had a bunch of people selling things (they had some cool things there actually... i bought a luigi keychain and some solar powered mushroom thing from mario)
So thats about all that i can remember that happened. Right before we were about to leave a gay couple started to hit on me and asked if i wanted to "go back to their hotel room" with them.... yeah... no thanks lol. Ill update with more if i can think of anything else exciting and interesting that happened.
Also expect an update about my life since my last update before the end of the week! |
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| here we go |
[Jun. 26th, 2007|04:39 pm] |
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Summer camp = So far so good. I've been getting some excercise, getting some color (sunburn), and having alot of fun. Getting like 5hrs of sleep and waking up at 8am sucks ass... but i get paid a good amount and its fun.
I auditioned to be an extra in a martin lawerence movie. I would love to get in but we'll see... they'll prob take the stupid SAG members instead. Bastards lol
Between summer camp and DQ ill be making like $400-$450 a week.... hellll yeahhh! :)
Summer has been treating me well so far. I've been keeping busy between 2 jobs and seeing all my friends. Between seeing mark/dan/andy, kyle, josh/jim/luis, steph, and ocasionally the other theatre kids i've been having alot of fun. I've been seeing alot of steph as of late and we're getting closer and shes becoming a really good friend. Im glad cuz shes awesome and i always laugh alot when we chill.
The new harry potter movie and book are coming out soon... and im not gonna lie, im pretty excited!
Why am i skipping a line between every different thought i have? lol This is starting to get pretty random....
It kinda saddens me that a good 90% of girls go after guys who treat them like crap. And most of them either dont care or dont even realize how badly they are being treated. A few of my friends are in that situation and they all wont listen to me. I would say a good 3-4 people im personally pretty good friends with are. I mean why dont they just really think about whats really going on? They deserve better... and they always respond to me with "but i really care about him". If they ignore you half the time, treat you like crap, or just talk to you when its convienent for them then they arent worth it. For some reason girls dont realize whats going on until its too late then they wonder why they get hurt. But hey, theres nothing I can do about it. They never wanna take the path down to a better road... live and learn right?
As for my own personal "love life" im just going with the flow and seeing what happens. Im in no rush at all. Im having a great summer and i've been spending alot of time with amazing people so w/e. Theres 2 people im interested in so if something happens with one of them then thats great, theres a few people that like me... but we'll see about that lol, and if nothing happens with anyone then theres alot of people im prob gonna meet next year. Im a great guy so i dont see me being single forever lol. Its all good... Sure theres some things that i would really LIKE to happen, but the ball's out of my court now and im just gonna go with the flow from now on. So i guess we'll see?
ok enough updating cuz its naptime.... later everyone |
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| throwing in the towel |
[Jun. 26th, 2007|02:24 am] |
im really really tired... today was the first day of camp and it pretty much exausted me. So this isnt a real update cuz im literally too tired to type but i was in the mood to write something so i dont go another 2 months without updating lol.
If life was a poker game I had a straight flush, and then i get beat by a royal flush.... and i just dont understand why.
Real update about everything coming as soon as i have time and im bored and im not feeling lazy! |
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[Jun. 19th, 2007|01:59 am] |
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Well a few interesting things has happened to me since my last update.
I auditioned to be an extra for the new indiana jones movie. It took like 6 hours of waiting in line and when we finally reached the end all we did was give them our info and they took our picture. But I went with steph, josh, and bethany so it was fun being with them and talking with them the whole time. I really hope I get a part and it would be amazingly awesome if one of the people i went with did too. Ideally I want to be the guy in the movie who says "INDY NOOOOOOOOOOOO!" or "INDY WATCH OUTTTT!!!" (cuz you know theres one in every movie). I dunno, i think this would be a great oppruinity for me and maybe the start of me becoming famous (cuz frankly... with a name like eric derrico i need to be famous).
Ummm, I've been eating better. Instead of getting my normal insane amount of fast food every night i've been having nothing or getting something healthy. I've been working out a little and I actually bought an ab maching thing. I want to get back into shape and get a nice 6-pack soon. This way not only will I feel healthier, but ill look good too. Watch out ladies... 6-pack abs plus my awesome personality = dangerous combo. In a month or so theres gonna be a waiting list to hang out with me haha. Is it bad that im looking forward for some of the girls who passed me up to get really jealous? lol
My life right now kinda reminds me of a harry potter storyline... but im not gonna go into details cuz only one person who reads this will understand wtf im talking about hahaha
Anyway, I forgot what else i was gonna say....and facebook is distracting me so im gonna stop here for now. (BTW-the honesty box thing on facebook = best idea EVER!)
-I'm sick of being a first place guy who always comes in second |
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| on a roll |
[Jun. 8th, 2007|05:24 pm] |
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I've been very motivated to do things lately for some reason. I started playing my guitar again, I've started eating less (not 'better' but less and not at 2am anymore lol), I've started to work out a little bit (trying to get some nice abs), and I've started to write a bit. Over the past week I wrote 2 poems. I used to write alot awhile ago and I loved it, but i havent really had time as of late. But like I said, I've been feeling really motivated lately (and inspired) so when I was bored at work I made some poems. It let me express what I've been thinking/feeling...
Anywho, I've been really busy as of late. Suddenly everyone in the world wants to hangout with Eric. But in the process I've been having alot of fun. I also went to Alchemy with a bunch of people for the first time ever last night. It was a really good time, with really cool people. Dancing is alot of fun (well... if helps if ur dancing with someone good too lol).
I was gonna update more... but i suddenly got a wave of tiredness that hit me sooo i think its naptime. Later all.
I HATE having AOL and a 56k modem! ARGGHH!!
Words of winsdom that I enjoyed:
-Make sure you think before you doing what you have to do... Dont be afraid to take a chance. The grass gets greener when you follow your heart and take a risk. Theres a reason for everything, and theres a reason for how people feel about people. People shouldn't let once in a lifetime chances slip by for fear of the unknown because you never know if that chance will ever happen again..... |
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| small update |
[Jun. 6th, 2007|02:45 am] |
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Well im really tired and dont feel like updating that much. But I figure if i dont write a little something every few days I'm gonna wind up never updating for like 5 months again... so heres a quick one. (and i mean a quick one)
I've been having a really fun past few days. Thursday I went to the new haven cutters game with a bunch of theatre kids then we went to some place in downtown new haven called "Bar". Let me say it was prob the most fun i've had in a long time. It was freaking awesome!
Friday-sunday I went up to Union college near albany with mark to visit our friend kyle. We got a little lost getting there and almost died (there was a curve and suddenly out of nowhere the lane ended and there was a baracade in front of us and I had to slam on the brakes)... but it was a fun time.
Monday night andy came home so I hung out with him/mark/dan. It was fun as always... more good times to come now that everyone is finally home from college.
I also recently found out some interesting/complicated news about my love life. Im not gonna get into the details on here... but hopefully the girl eventually realizes what shes missing out on at the moment and what can happen if she just gives me a chance. But whatever happens happens. Shes an amazing person and a great friend. Im not gonna try not to push anything one way or another (unless I find out she wants me to lol). |
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[May. 29th, 2007|07:51 pm] |
So this extended weekend has been amazingly fun.
First on thursay I hung out with steph and we played some video games. She kicked my ass at mario kart... im not gonna lie that hurt my pride a little, but i kicked her butt in guitar hero so it all evens out. But next time ill beat her in mario kart....i guarantee it. Then me her and mark went to see pirates 3. I really liked it, some parts were a little weird, but overall it was a good movie.
Then on sat i got up crazy early and took the 8:30 train with lisa and carleigh to NYC to see everyone that spended the week there. We basically walked around the city and hung out with everyone, then we all saw a broadway show (called the drowzy chaperone). It was hilarious! (sidenote im starting to get bored with this update so im just gonna make the rest quick lol) Then we hung out more and eventually saw private wars. And blah blah blah etc etc finally we all wound up hanging around the hotel room and i spend the night instead of going home. (I slept on the floor) Got up early... had an amazingly good breakfast (freshly made bacon egg and cheese on a roll, a coffee, and an everything bagel with homemade cream cheese) walked around some more then took the train back home and then went to work. So yeah, i was pretty exausted.
Monday i went to skinner's graduation party. Hung out with all the theatre kids. Excercised by playing volleyball/ultimate frisbee/catch/etc (surprising huh?)... but im not in the mood to type everything that happened... but it was a great time with great people... and the end of the night got very "interesting" haha.
-I started playing my guitar again after like a year of never touching it. I decided i might as well get some use out of it when im bored and looking for something to do.
-My attention span is making me not want to continue this update... sooooo im gonna call it quits for now. :) |
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| another update |
[May. 20th, 2007|02:20 am] |
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You all suck. I get 7 comments when I dont really update and only 2 when I finally make a real update after 6 months? Not fair.
Anywho... I moved back home friday. I've only been home for 33hours in total now and its already a living hell for me. Its so boring! At school I've been constantly bombarded with people to hang out with, now its not the same. Besides that I have to deal with my mom yelling at me every other minute. About why I didnt unpack yet, how im a failure at life for not applying to the education department yet, how im wasting my time with theatre and how im no good at it and its never gonna amount to anything, and about how I should drop out of college and become a janitor. Yeah... real nice. Then I find out that my parents scheduled me to work everyday this week. Granted its only 12-5, and I'll make $200 but still. Its my summer vacation, I dont want to spend it working everyday. And when I try and talk to them about it they say "well no one else can work, its not like you have anything else to do". Well thanks for asking me first. I was gonna see Pirates 3 with mark on friday, but now i guess i cant :(. Times like this make me hate having my parents as my boss.
In other news, I hung out with dan/mark/andy last night. We went to buffalo wild wings in the mall then watched a few episodes of 24. It was good seeing them again, and as always it was alot of fun. It got me out ot the hose and it helped me get my mind off of a few things....
Tonight after work i went over Jenna's house for a bit and met up with josh and his friend jim. We just chilled, played a lil guitar hero and just talked.
2 updates so close to each other! Go me! :)
Cant wait to go to NYC on sat and see everyone!
-FYI and the fun fact of the day. Being a hopeless romantic nice guy isnt a good combo to be. :( lol |
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| FINALLY |
[May. 16th, 2007|02:44 pm] |
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Ok, being that i havent posted a real update since november... its time for me to get back on track of things and start this up again. I realized that people actually want me to update this more often when i put "i will update this soon" and 7 people commented on it... lol So anywho here is a quick run down of things that happened since my last update.
-School = awesome. My roomates bobby and josh are amazing and we got really close with each other over the year. I still dont pay attention to school work, and i still do pretty good... cuz im eric freakin derrico. (note to self: I still need to apply to the education department... or else im REALLY never gonna graduate). I got involved with theatre this semester and its probably the greatest decision i've ever made in my entire life. I fell in love with it. Its something i really enjoy doing and i can see myself doing for along time. I met so many amazing people since i started and alot of them i have gotten close to and became good friends with. Im excited for next year and im looking forward to seeing everyone again and doing more shows in the future.
-Im single and i have been since january-ish. Things just didnt work out between me and keilan (long story, too lazy to type it). I am interested in someone currently. I havent told anyone who directly... but people are smart now-a-days and figure these things out somehow ;). But unfortunetly shes kinda sorta 'involved' with someone else and prob has no interest in me. Which is fine, cuz im not the type of guy to mess with things between people or anything. If something happens then thats great, if not oh well im content with being her friend. Im not going to do anything to be pushy one way or another. But shes an amazing girl who makes me laugh and has alot in common with me.
-Summer is right around the corner. Im moving out of the dorm on friday... Then next friday im going to nyc for the day with my friend lisa to go see the one act that made it there (PVT WARS). Then i think i have jury duty coming up (which im kinda excited for). And thats all i have planned so far for the summer lol. Im gonna be working at summer camp and dq and im def gonna have an amazing time hanging out with all my friends from school and home and just having fun without having to worry about anything. And mark my words everyone...I WILL take a road trip to sonic this summer.... 3-4 people WILL come with me... so make your reservations now!
ok im sorry... but thats all the updating that i can handle right now. Im gonna be more active with this from now on (i know i know no one will believe me). But i figure this is a good way for me to get my thoughts out. Ok time to play bobby in madden... later everyone |
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[May. 15th, 2007|03:16 am] |
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before the end of the week = my goal |
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[Apr. 6th, 2007|04:09 pm] |
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i never update this....
so much has happened since last time i updated
maybe i should update?
nahh... too lazy
later maybe? |
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[Mar. 13th, 2007|05:05 pm] |
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test |
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[Nov. 13th, 2006|08:23 pm] |
one day i promise ill update this...
maybe....possibly |
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[Sep. 1st, 2006|02:23 am] |
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short little update about something interesting i just found out.
Does anyone know the show thats on the disney channel/the singer hannah montana? (dont make fun of me for watching the disney channel lol) Aparently i just heard that hannah montana is the daughter of Billy Ray Cyrus (the guy who sang "achy breaky heart" like 10 years ago). I dunno, i just thought that was kinda freaky/weird.
Also i spend $500 today on books (which sucked).
and i really really really really really wanna move into school.
and my birthday is in exactly 29 days!
and me and ting sung karaoke to "play that funky music white boy" in front of basically 2/3rds of the freshmen class at southern today. It was amazing.
and andy.... i think my mom stole my "planet of the apes" dvd.... cuz it mysteriously dissappeared lol |
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[Aug. 22nd, 2006|12:38 am] |
do you know how i know that im the biggest procrastinator in the entire world? I still never got around to unpacking all my stuff from southern last semester.... and now i have to move back in 2 weeks. So yay i saved time!! lol
(side note im not really updating lol) |
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